from abby. i hope you all take this to heart.

“I really don’t understand why you would bother posting something like this after banning us from this site. Are you really too much of a coward to say it all to our face? You had to put us on blast on here instead? Behind our backs? You seriously need to grow up. This is an RPG site. Tay and I did not kill anybody. All Tay did was view two ‘restricted’ forums. I was the one who asked Ri if she could see what your announcement was about. Casey wanted to know too, just so you know. And we vented about things in a blast group. And that’s a big deal?

What the hell do you mean we aren’t people we ‘claimed’ to be? I rarely talk to anyone outside of TC. I only occasionally went into the icc and hardly ever posted in the cbox. I never talked to anyone on the staff, and I don’t know why you’d come to conclusion that anything I did might have driven Chesh away, seeing as how I NEVER spoke to her. If you want to point out someone who’s fake, why don’t you mention Casey too? Why only me or Tay? If us two drove her away, didn’t Casey drive her away too? Because Casey trolled Chesh in the icc ALL THE TIME and insulted her repeatedly in the TC. But Casey probably didn’t tell you that. It’s not exactly fair of you to penalize me or Tay, when she participated in every conversation we had in the ‘trust circle’. She called Daisy and countless other members stupid (or some variation of the sort), and also stole a face from Nicole without feeling any guilt. She used to bash Nicole quite often. And called Anne ‘retarded’ more than a few times (she also went out of her way to avoid plotting/iccing with her), and was vocal about how annoying she thinks Em is. She also insulted Proxy, Ninja, Shadow, Momo and several other people. She has also bashed the staff, which includes you Miggle. She also bitched about the 15 character cap and has agreed with us numerous times on how poorly this site is run. Now, tell me Miggle, if Tay and I are fake, what do you call someone who does all the aforementioned things? Not fake? Okay.

The trust circle was not a ‘malicious’ place. People bitch and say nasty things about each other incessantly. It’s harmless. It’s to blow of steam when you are frustrated. Don’t tell me you are not guilty of it. EVERYONE on this site is. The only difference between us and everyone else here is that someone ratted us out. And I don’t understand why. I thought Casey was a friend and obviously I was wrong. You are angry with Ri for giving Tay her password and you are angry at Tay for using the account, so why does Casey come out of this unscathed? Did she not do the same thing you think Ri did? Leak out information we trusted her with? You are a hypocrite. And Casey is two-faced.

Casey must be an extremely good manipulator to convince everyone she was a ‘victim’ is this entire situation. She’s good at doing that. Even though she was involved in every bashing, every insult, every conversation we ever made in trust circle. People will take her side anyway. In a matter of one or two days, she sold us out, blocked us from aim and kept making comments about us in the cbox, having the audacity to compare this to an exorcism and being worried that ‘it’s not over’. We can still see it Casey. We DID NOT do anything to you. Are you afraid we are out to get you? You never told us you had any problems with us. I don’t know what we ever did to piss you off. You somehow twisted everything around and turned almost the entire site against us. And I’m still trying to comprehend why. And I’m sure you deliberately omitted certain things to make yourself out to be some kind of hero for telling Miggle everything. Get your facts straight Casey. Tay never said those things about Kenny’s pb.

Tay did not sell Ri out. How can she sell Ri out if you already knew what happened? You should have talked to either me or Tay or Cait and gotten our perspective on this too. Instead of swallowing everything Casey fed you.

Aubs must think it’s okay for you to stick by Casey and take her word, but it’s not okay for Cait to defend us? How does that work? And no, actually, Aubs, I was not given an ultimatum. None of the admins said anything to me. I came to log onto my account to save graphics and read onlys I worked on only to find out I was banned. I was not given a warning. Granted, I had already intended to leave, but I would have appreciated some time I save all my creative work before doing so.

I can’t express how enraged I am at the level of hypocrisy I’ve seen on this site Miggle. You set rules, yet half the staff can’t abide by the majority of them. Am claimed that me and Tay are the reasons we need character limits when she has a handful of underused characters with semipopular pbs she likes to hog. And the same thing could be said about Buffy and Lizzeh.

Why does it even matter to you if I don’t like ‘weird’ pbs? I don’t recall ever flat out saying that, and if I did, so what? I don’t give a fuck if people don’t like my pbs, so why would it matter if I like someone else’s? Who the hell cares? I’m entitled to like and dislike whatever ‘face’ I want. Why is that an issue? How does that make me fake?

You are right. I’m so jealous. I’m jealous that Daisy has Dianna. How dare she? I hope she falls into a river and drowns. Daisy took a face hours after I gave her up and also tried to take Julianne Hough back from me even though that face was open for weeks. But I suppose that’s all right, since Aubs said it was.

I don’t know where the hell that ‘raccoon faced’ comment came from. Are you trying to take a crack at the way I look? I’ve never posted my picture here, but whatever, I like wearing eyeliner. Thank you for pointing that out XD”

-abby

hmm. hmm, hmm, hmm.

there are so many things i’d like to say to you. but you don’t deserve my time. this is my form of closure, whether you see it or not, i’ll feel better after this. and sure, you can go tattle on me for being mean on tumblr. too bad you don’t know the admin here to get us all banned… right? (; 

here’s the deal. you’re a coward. you did this all in a very shifty, dare i say catty, way. You want to complain about how we’re catty and complain about everything, make us out to be bitches. What about all the times you talked shit about THE SAME PEOPLE. what about the times when you bragged about how catty or bitchy you could be. Complained to us about the youngest ones on the site, then turned around and played nice to their faces? Glad to know you’re at least consistent with being two faced! congrats, you’ve accomplished a semi-decent quality. If only you knew how to apply consistency and loyalty to actual people who befriended you, instead of trying to gain favor in the eyes of the same people whose policies and decisions you were SOOO against.

Either way. i guess i should say thank you. Thank you for being an attention hogging, two-faced cunt and turning me off to you to begin with. For the last month i’ve been having weird feelings about you, not wanting to talk to you much. Like i said.. i’m always right. I just didn’t think you had to stoop so low? but HEY! you got what you must have wanted! i know you’re celebrating your new freedom with plots. in case you didn’t know… they can’t ban me from SEEING the cbox, you silly little immature brat, you. :3 unfortunately, an exorcism party was not in order. you danced under false pretenses. because the only evil left on that site is you. you’re worse off than me. you feel the need to sell out friends, whether it was to gain favor or save your own skin. quite honestly… i won’t be surprised the day you sell out one of the ones who you’re clinging so tightly to now. Or… maybe they’ll turn against you when they see how fake you are? Believe me. I’d be all for selling YOU out in return. but the thing is.. i’m not as pathetic and weak… definitely not as scared as you were and probably still are. I would choose friends over a site or admin any day. i can’t imagine how insecure of a person you must be, how meaningless your life, that you have to run and tell things you were trusted with. and for what? so you could be the favorite? get the attention you SO CRAVE? i hope you get all that attention and more, and that one day it comes back to bite you in the ass. I also hope that all the people you’ve talked shit about to us… find out some way, some how. 

you’re afraid it’s not over? honey… it was over the moment i found out. and you can run and hide all you want. you’re too insignificant for us to come looking. live your life in fear.. seems to be all you can do.

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